KHATY
Heres the thing. Whatever written here is just my pea's worth of opinion so keep your profanities to yoursefl because i
do not need your validation to live.
As u can see, I've changed my skin. But its not really what i was looking for. Since i'm at work and have to make it snappy, i'll make do with this for awhile till i find the one or till i learn how to create my own. Work was ok.
I had another fight with him again and this time i made him cry real bad. How mean was i? I felt so bad and i almost cried myself but i was too mad. Well my ego got the better of me. I'm a mean mean woman. I know. You know what you did ok. So don't push it.
I just can't help myself. It's not intentionally that i started being mean and bitchy towards you. I'm just angry. I don't like you getting all high and mighty on me. And i don't like you pushing me. Yes i am still angry. Yes i still regard you as my ex-boyfriend. Yes i can't forgive you. Can't you give me time? You did too much shit to me that its hard for me to forgive you just like that; just like how i always do last time. I still love you. Yes i can't deny that. Please. If i really don't care about you i wouldn't waste my time helping you in any way. Planning your future,pocket money, dinner with you, bring your mum out or even see or answer your calls. All i'm asking for is you to understand what and how i went through and feel then and now. I want you to grow up and realise. But now all you think is yourself. See.
You never changed.
" Eu juz b wit someone who is better den me..Infact im just wasting ur money n tyme lyke eu said..B4 things get more worst..Enuf khatijah..I wanna change juz for eu n myself..I realise how bad i used to b..I know i made a mistake..N i make it up..Itz juz eu..Eu wont forgive me..Eu didn't even know wat eu did..Eu alwayz put it on me.. Me me me..Till now eu nvr say sorry lau eu da maki,hina,kutok,hurtz me..Im nt giving up..Itz juz tat we ve to move on..Kita tak boleh all the way mcm gini..Eu know wat i mean..Im sorry..Further more i b taking public transport..N im sure eu can adapt wit it..So no need to trouble eu again..".
Yeah.. Its you you you. Its always about you you you. See for yourself.