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Heres the thing. Whatever written here is just my pea's worth of opinion so keep your profanities to yoursefl because i
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Sunday, March 29, 2009
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Time : 4:35 AM Fuck la. This blog is fucking boring la. I really don't now to create my own blog layout la. This jst sucks la. If only someone out there is nice enought to revamp my blog la. I will be happy la. Wtf. |
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Time : 4:02 AM Hey i read Nurul Aini's blog anf found out that whenever her family has a birthday party , they always have interesting themes. INTERESTING i tell ya. Like recently it was " Anak Metropolitan ". Haha..Its fun! K Anwar's birthday is coming up soon and i have no idea what to do!! But i know what to get him though! Just wait for my next update! Lucky i was being a good gerl at work last month so i have extra $200 to spend!! |
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Tuesday, March 24, 2009
Title : Urgh.
Time : 9:48 AM I am so frustrated. I'm at work now ( attached at New Changi Hotel ) and since its so boring and theres nothing to do, i decided to study ( revise la katekan ). But i can't seem to get anything into my head. I know by saying that its been ages since i studied or open up a school book is not a good reason. But what am i to do when i'm trying so hard and nothings going in? I did everything! Reading and rewritting or whatever methods that have been taught in school ( during my west spring time we had to do lots of memorising and i never had problems for my literature, well almost ) . Someone please just shoot me. My teacher in my current module now which is Event Management shared us a method which was also what i learned in secondary school days which is to turn notes or possible answers into questions. Some i was able to but the rest i just can't seem to find the right one. Like for example this sentence/note : Events can be generated by the Government,corporate and community sector for various reasons. So how do you turn that into a question? In addition, i was suppose to work at 7am today and i confidently thought i worked at 9am. How dumb. I got myself into deep shit due to my own stupidity. Stupid. CIbye. Urgh. |
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Time : 5:34 AM  Yes. This hottie was on my bed waiting to be opened up by me. Thank you Daddy!! I love you!! 3 hours till work and i haven't slept a wink since i woke up for school. After school i met up with Yati then went off to his place and left dinner outside his door. It made me felt a lil relief. But his " appreciation" was not what i expected. So much for being nice and caring. Hmph! Anyway we took the bus down to Bukit Panjang Plaza and waited for Sida who was on her way to pick us up for dinner. We decided on Al-Azhar. Yum yum. We didn't know where else to go and so since we love singing so much we went for another karaoke session. Decided on the Party World at Shenton Way and we got lost for a lil while. Terpusing-pusing seh drive around CBD area cari itu tempat. Ade GPS pun tak gune haha! Sida and I wanted to get Vodka 7-Up and we did. Yati acted disappointed but she ended up drinking it anyway. Minum sampai last2 plak tu. Mcm paham nye anak. Haha. Pictures will be up soon. Till then, i got to go iron my shirt for work and damn i left my badge at my branch and im working at New Changi Hotel later which is going to be very very boring. I just hope i don't fall asleep. Toodles.~ |
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Monday, March 23, 2009
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Time : 7:58 AM I just got home and i'm sleepy but i want to watch the whole chunk of movies and Naruto in my lappy and i'm worried of him. Worried that he might be late for his first day of work. Worried he might not have cash for lunch and transportation. Worried he might not be able to adapt or make new friends. Worried. worried.worried. I sound like a mother. Shoot me. Btw, do you know what i wanna do with my life? I wanna finish up my Higher Nitec course asap and pass so that i can enter full time poly and then pass ,get diploma and join the force. I can't decide . Police Officer? Prison Warden? CNB? Ive always love the uniform group but i wonder why whenever i tell others of my plan, they'll show me the " biar betol ni pompuan" face. Chibai. Don't i look like the blue kind? If all else fails, i'm just gonna find myself a "datuk" and marry him and rot with all the wealth in gonna get. Haha so not gonna happen. |
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Title : Sad.
Time : 6:02 AM Its just so sad that you don't realise your ego all this while. Yes i am potraying my ego to you as much as i hate it myself. I just can't help it. How many times you want me to repeat? Hmph.You just won't understand what i'm going thru these days. Sometimes i can't stand being around you especially when you're being childish. And sometimes i just want your attention all to myself and just want to say it out loud that i love you. Urgh. Guess what? We were suppose to attend Wan Beng's wedding ( one of the Reborn guys ) and i was really looking forward to it and this asshole sengaja tak kejut me. SENGAJA! Just to get back at me!! How childish can that be? I can't believe i was with him for 2 years wasting my fucking time and effort on him for nuts! I cried cos somehow it hurts badly. Well Mr-All-High-&-Mighty, you succeeded. But you're messing with the wrong girl. And yes. I succeeded too. *Grin* Sekali kau buat ku, sepuluh kali ganda ku balas. I'm mean. I'm bitchy. I know. Thats my way of a ninja.Haha tkde link.DOn't you guys watch Naruto? |
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Sunday, March 22, 2009
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Time : 5:29 AM As u can see, I've changed my skin. But its not really what i was looking for. Since i'm at work and have to make it snappy, i'll make do with this for awhile till i find the one or till i learn how to create my own. Work was ok. I had another fight with him again and this time i made him cry real bad. How mean was i? I felt so bad and i almost cried myself but i was too mad. Well my ego got the better of me. I'm a mean mean woman. I know. You know what you did ok. So don't push it. I just can't help myself. It's not intentionally that i started being mean and bitchy towards you. I'm just angry. I don't like you getting all high and mighty on me. And i don't like you pushing me. Yes i am still angry. Yes i still regard you as my ex-boyfriend. Yes i can't forgive you. Can't you give me time? You did too much shit to me that its hard for me to forgive you just like that; just like how i always do last time. I still love you. Yes i can't deny that. Please. If i really don't care about you i wouldn't waste my time helping you in any way. Planning your future,pocket money, dinner with you, bring your mum out or even see or answer your calls. All i'm asking for is you to understand what and how i went through and feel then and now. I want you to grow up and realise. But now all you think is yourself. See. You never changed. " Eu juz b wit someone who is better den me..Infact im just wasting ur money n tyme lyke eu said..B4 things get more worst..Enuf khatijah..I wanna change juz for eu n myself..I realise how bad i used to b..I know i made a mistake..N i make it up..Itz juz eu..Eu wont forgive me..Eu didn't even know wat eu did..Eu alwayz put it on me.. Me me me..Till now eu nvr say sorry lau eu da maki,hina,kutok,hurtz me..Im nt giving up..Itz juz tat we ve to move on..Kita tak boleh all the way mcm gini..Eu know wat i mean..Im sorry..Further more i b taking public transport..N im sure eu can adapt wit it..So no need to trouble eu again..". Yeah.. Its you you you. Its always about you you you. See for yourself. I belum bukak mulut. Remember that. |
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Monday, March 9, 2009
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Time : 10:16 AM I am HAPPY!! Firstly, I'm working with my all time favourite Mr Eric Ho from H81 Cherry. We so want Coffee Bean! I asked Anwarto help us get them and he was nice enough to help us or rather just me. Secondly, i called all the locals polytechnic to enquire about the admission and stuffs. And finally, it is confirmed that i am able to enter poly using the cert im going to earn at the end the course which takes me 1 year 6 months. Fiuh! I'm glad i'm not wasting my $3K. Hehe! Ok now lets get to sad part. I just realised that instead of once a week (currently my classes are held every Friday), its now held every Monday,Wednesday and Friday. So its interupting my work roster and i don't know what to do. I have talked to my manager about it and i even called up my HRM to talk about it. Well at least for a few mins. He said he will call me back but i've yet to receive any call from him. Urgh. Its either i transfer out to another branch or i'll have to resign which is sad cos im really attached to H81 JOY and this job. And the money is good. In addition, its the recession period its gonna be very difficult for me to get a new job in a month. I'm really sad and i have yet to decide on what to do and i've only have a week left till the new timetable starts. |
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