Hola people! i've got tonnes to update! I mean lots!
But too bad i dun have pictures for them. ( i so need a camera ! )
Boo-hoo~

Nevertheless, i'll just rattle on & u guys just try to create the pictures in your head yar?
Well here goes. I'm gotta go date by date so as not to confuse u - well more likely confuse myself.

20th April 2008.
As per stated in the previous entry, i've waited for him for HOURS. Which pissed me off further not to mention the hurt & thought of just murdering him!
Well it kinda pay off cos we kinda got back together. Well at least thats what i thought.
I repeat.
I thought.
Not feel.

Yup it felt weird & painful actually.
I felt that someone was beginning to mellow down.
Beginning to really " ya ya wadever. da tkde rase pape agi" kinda tingy.
I'm not sure if it was me or him.
But that feeling was strong. & i was scared.

Days pass by. He still hurting me. But i'm too afraid to voice out. Afraid we'll get into a argument again. Hes a fucking egoistic guy who tak akan terima kesalahan nya. Tapi akan sedar biler da terantuk. FUCK.
But now im still hoping it'll get better.
& that he change.

25th April 2008
MOS NITE.

I shall narrate this in one whole entry later.
Its hillarious. Well at least for me!
Fuck you if you think its not!
Ahahahahahaha.

26th April 2008

I woke up at Abg Joe's house just to find myself having to help Kak Nora cook for Salleh's Kenduri Cukur Rambut anak laki nya. ( baby son ). It was fun i tell ya! Yeah a lil out of shaped paru here & there. Fat & thick 'kacang panjang' which i called sayur hijau bodoh cos i had no idea what its called before hand. Dear was nagging at me all the way to do it right and really learn how to cook. & i dragged him into helping me do the cutting as well.

I know. Smart move huh? Lol

I was mumbling to myself that i wanted ice-cream so bad. & was like " mane seh apek ice-cream ni! Ayg i nak ice-cream la. Belikan McFlurry oREOSundae pleassseeeeeee...."
when he stated ringing his bell! Woah talk bout nick of the time.
I'll bet when you think u're gonna die & wish to have your last ice-cream this apek will be there ready for you!

---To those perverts out there. THAT IS NOT WHAT I MEANT!!

Cook till 9pm & we got ready to go to Tanglin cos the Reborns are having meeting. Of all places TANGLIN?? So i sat down with some of the ladies whom im not close with & stare into space.
They are the Hot Kakak2 ok. & I'm still a kid. ok a 19 year only.
im the youngest! apart from Abg Joe's daughter Shila.

WENT FOR SUPPER at Bedok & realise i have a swollen back.
talk,talk,eat,eat. then headed for home pack ayg's uniform & slept at Abg Joe's house while the rest gamble in the living room. Urgh. Oh nangis jap. Haha.Slept very late K..

27th April 2008

11am. woken up by Kak Nora ask me to help her cook again.
I went " HUH!! I thought we're done??"
Salleh ckp tk cukup!! SO i had to do everything alone & i had to rush.
I could hardly open my eyes.
After we're done.
I had my lunch & slept.
Woke up,watch TV, shower then i realise the kitchen was a total mess.
Kak Nora had not slept so i let her sleep.
I tried my best to clean up almost everything & by the time i got home.
I was beat.

Talk on the phone with dear for awhile & went to sleep.
& here i am.
WORK.

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