KHATY
Heres the thing. Whatever written here is just my pea's worth of opinion so keep your profanities to yoursefl because i
do not need your validation to live.
Peace Yaw :)
YOURS TRULY
BITCHY FREAK.
TAGBOARD
hear your voice.
Thank you.
AFFILIATES
the big big world.
Naqq
MasIdayu
ZulfiAweng
Fatin
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KBPS Lily
friend
friend
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REMINISCENCE
flashbacks.
CREDITS
spontaneous applause.
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Thursday, July 7, 2011
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Time : 12:33 AM He gives me strength. He showers me with unconditional love. He feeds me.He pampers me. He puts me to sleep. Hes like a brother, a father , a mother , a sister and a friend all packed into one. Yeah sometimes he annoys me, pisses the hell out of me. Hurt me, made me cry, disrespect me and whatever not. But I know he is the one for me cause he forgives me no matter how atrocious i can be. Yeah sometimes i wished he wouldn't do or say things i hate but what the heck, this is life. Im bound to be in those state every now and then. Stupid arguments, silly unrelevant questions and annoying antics is what i go through everyday. What WE go through. What I'm trying to point out here is that, i love this guy. This guy whom honestly speaking, deserves a girl which suits him best. Im a total opposite of him. Helmi Johari I look up to him though he doesn't realise it. I know he can guide me in everything good. But i really think he needs to know how to handle me. Its been a year now, he's yet to know how to handle me. Or should i say, TAME me. Hahahaha. I know he wants the best for me. He gets super duper worried for nothing whenever i'm out with my friends. How cute. Unfortunately, it gets to me when he started yelling on the phone when he's panicking. Makes me wanna yak-dussh him. Anyways, if you're reading this now love, I wanna tell you how im feeling right now. Im hurt. I love you many many. |
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Monday, May 10, 2010
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Time : 12:54 PM Helmi is being very mean to me NOW. what an asswipe. |
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Title : The start of a new journey.
Time : 10:14 AM Well at least i hope it would be.          Hehs- |
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Tuesday, February 9, 2010
Title : SON OF A BITCH
Time : 3:33 AM You can go and rot in hell. Fuck your stupid excuses. Fuck your stupid fucked up ego. Fuck all those bullshits. Fuck all your fucked up promises. Fuck your life. Fuck everything about you. FUCK YOU. YOU CAN FUCKING FUCK YOURSELF MOTHER FUCKER. FUCK OFF ASSHOLE. FUCKING COWARD. FUCKING USELESS WORTHLESS CREEP. FUCK YOU FUCKED UP HEARTLESS JERK. FUCK YOU. you actually thought i would ever bring myself that low to you? FUCK YOU. if you think i'm that fucking fucked up? look at yourself. FUCK YOU. for 3 fucking years i've put up with you and your fucking shits and you still can do this to me again? FUCK YOU. you can wipe away that crocodile tears you shed cos it aint working on me. FUCK YOU. i've wasted my life with you. i regret listening to you about "that" FUCK YOU. I FUCKING HATE YOU. |
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Monday, December 14, 2009
Title : Chocolate Flavoured Milk
Time : 3:19 PM Hi guys. It's been ages since i last updated all due to laziness and me being so caught up with work and stuff. Well, here i am thinking of what to type cos as usual, i have no idea how to start. Kalau ade camera kan senang then the pictures can do the talking for me. For some reason i have to put my hopes on getting a DSLR on hold; on hold for a lil long time due to A REASON. Why does this always happens to me? The best part is i can't even talk about it here cos it is too CONFIDENTIAL! Damnation! I'm waiting for my love and Fiza to come over to fetch me and stuff me with Nasi Ayam as i is so hungry. I feel sorry for love . Because of whatever that is happening, he had to cancel his plans to get a new phone. And he already saved up for it. I'm sad. Plus my bloody moodswings and all. Which is really bad. =( And oh. I just got discharged from the hospital on thursday. Was warded for the same old thing. This time not much people visited me and thats cos love didn't really inform anybody. So did i. It kinda slipped my mind. I was too sick.But guess what? I still went to ZoukOut! Haha! sakit- sakit gi ZoukOut. Giler. It was fun but not for me cos LOVE spoilt evrything!!! And i mean everything seh! Ae ke patut die tido all the way and i had to accompany him! NBCB KAN!!!! Nvm. I made him promise me that next year he's gonna buy the tickets and make sure he doesn't spoil the night. AGAIN! Masih geram tapi tak gune lagi sebab da lepas. DOn't expect much pictures. Like i said, no camera = sucks. Some pictures taken by friends ade kat Facebook. Nak camera la!!! |
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Saturday, September 19, 2009
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Time : 3:14 PM Ok. Its been ages since i last updated. My bad. Been super busy lately with work , school ( i had my exams and i think i'm screwed ) and modelling. Oh yeah. A mini update. I am now modelling for JEFFREY CHUNG MODELS PTE LTD. I won't really say it's a good agency but im having fun. The best part is I'm selected for the calendar shoot. I know, me? Calender shoot? Haha..well we shall see how it turns out. Oh fasting month will be over in hours time. Besok da raya for you all. I'll be working my ass off at Paragon. Don't get me wrong. I want so bad to celebrate raya with my family. When i say family mean my dad,my mum n my elder brother. Ever since parents divorced, i nvr felt happy during raya. I don't even buy the baju raya. I'm sad. Super sad. Hmm..boyfriend was being such a sweet ass and got us a pair of baju raya. Irregardless of me being a bitch he still takes care of me. Oh we had almost a month of " time- off " and i must say i really enjoyed myself indulging with work and work and work. But i still missed him. I love you Boyfriend even though you irritate the hell out of me. and oh pictures and videos of my JCM Model Search will be up soon. When i find them . Haha So, SELAMAT HARI RAYA to you people! HAve fun! And forgive me for my wrongdoings. |
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Wednesday, July 22, 2009
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Time : 8:16 PM Yeah I'll officially announce that I am a confirmed case of H1N1. Yes I am. I was so shocked when the doctor called me and informed me the results. Well i took it easy actually, not my managers ( Bernard , Idi ). Penakut. Haha! And oh. Thanks Don for the " well wishes " . Don : quarantined? Me: no confirmed. Don : well done Don : hope you die soon -_______-" |
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